And accordingly, I am not very virtuous. I've never been very patient. I'm impulsive when it comes to making plans and shopping/wanting something new and now. I spent most of this past year learning how to sit still, even when it's uncomfortable. My yoga teachers have always said the Universe will keep providing us with opportunities to learn the life lessons we need until we understand/change/readjust.

Apparently, I have a thick head. Part of why I'm so impatient is that I like to be in control. I like to know where I'm going, how I'm getting there, what music I'm listening to while getting there...I want to know what the future holds so that I can plan for it, prepare myself, brace for it. But it's always the unexpected experiences that produce the most joy and satisfaction.

I know this practice of patience will be one I learn for the rest of my life. I'm doing my best to slow down and be present, to feel where I'm at and find a bit of gratitude in every season.

xxo